Success Strategies for Nursing Students with Mental Illness

In any given year, about one in five Americans is affected by a diagnosable mental illness. Our nation is also seeing a dramatic increase in the number of students with disabilities on college campuses—and especially students with so-called hidden disabilities, such as learning disabilities, attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) and psychiatric disabilities.1

In 2002, the American College Health Association reported that 76% of students surveyed felt “overwhelmed,” while 22% were sometimes so depressed they couldn’t function.2 In a 2005 study, the prevalence of depression in a medical college was reported at 15.2%; only 26.5% of the depressed students reported having treatment.3 The effects of depression and other psychiatric disabilities in nursing students have been studied to some extent as well. However, the exact numbers of nurses and nursing students with mental illness are unknown, due to lack of research data coupled with fear of discrimination, stigma or rejection from a nursing program, state licensing board or employer if they disclose their disability.

The cost of untreated mental illness in college students is enormous. In one recent study of undergraduate students, diagnosed depression was associated with nearly a half point decrease in grade point averages; conversely, receiving treatment for depression was associated with a protective effect of approximately 0.44 points.4  In another cohort, academic impairment—manifested as absenteeism from class, decreased academic productivity and significant interpersonal problems at school—was seen in 92% of depressed students.5 Still other reports suggest that stigma resulting from society’s negative perceptions about depression and its treatment may contribute to the 30,000 suicides committed annually in the United States.6 

The Decision to Disclose

If you are a current or prospective nursing student living with mental illness, one of the most important decisions you will have to make is whether or not you should disclose your disability to admissions committees, nursing program administrators, faculty members, classmates, potential employers and others. As the following examples show, there are advantages and disadvantages to “going public” with your disability.

In her 1997 autobiography An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness, Kay Redfield Jamison, a professor of psychiatry at Johns Hopkins University School of Medicine who lives with bipolar illness, contemplates disclosing her disability. “I am tired of hiding, tired of misspent and knotted energies, tired of the hypocrisy and tired of acting as though I have something to hide,” she writes. “One is what one is.” Years later, Jamison admitted that while her decision to disclose her illness publicly has had consequences, she would choose to do it again. 

Now consider the example of Lynne, a pre-nursing student in California who also has bipolar disorder. Because of her disability, she was initially afraid to pursue her dream of choosing nursing as a second career. She had known three health care professionals who had suffered damage to their careers as a result of employers and co-workers knowing about their mental illness. They felt they had become defined by their illnesses. A simple argument at work became suspicious hostility; an error raised questions of poor judgment, faulty cognition or side effects from medication. 

With the help of family, friends, her mentor and a discussion board at ExceptionalNurse.com, an online community for nurses and nursing students with disabilities, Lynne applied to and was accepted by several nursing schools. Once at school, she found a therapist and psychiatrist, visited the campus Office of Disability Services to have documentation of her illness placed on file, and designated her academic advisor as a source of confidential support, but kept her illness a secret to all others on campus.

Several months into the school year, Lynne became increasingly aware of the distance and disconnect she felt from her classmates. She also felt that she had to leave her “real self” at the door when she entered the classroom. While assisting with on-campus activities for Mental Illness Awareness Week, she shared her frustration with a trusted professor, who encouraged her to share more of herself with others, at her own pace. A year later, Lynne enjoys planning activities with her campus mental health advocacy organization, giving talks, and participating in panel discussions about mental illness. She has also founded an informal support group for nursing students with mental health issues.

Other than being known to some people on campus as “a person with bipolar disorder,” Lynne has experienced little stigma in her nursing program. The few instances of bias she has encountered have been subtle and came from people who meant well.

For example, while discussing her history with a supportive faculty member, Lynne was told, “Oh, we’ve had people with bipolar in this program before. I’m sure you’ll do fine.” Lynne had not indicated a need for reassurance and wondered why it had so suddenly and spontaneously been offered. Another instructor suggested that Lynne lead a life full of activities because her “high mood” enabled this. Lynne asserted that, for her, hypomania was uncomfortable, frustrating and not at all productive, and that she felt her other qualities and accomplishments were being overlooked.

Tools for Wellness
Your mental illness may be with you for a long time, so consider not only accepting it but making friends with it. Think of a wellness plan not as “treatment” or simply medication and therapy (which are important!) but as part of a healthy way of life. Here are some strategies that other nursing students with psychiatric disabilities have found helpful:

    • Develop a strong, collaborative alliance with your health care providers.
    • Become educated about your illness, be a proactive health care consumer and take time to educate others.
    • Learn good coping skills, such as healthy eating, sleeping and exercise habits.
    • Make social time with friends and family a priority, as well as relaxation time.
    • Activities or hobbies that you enjoy will give your life balance.

At home and at school, consider asking a good friend, mentor or family member to help you monitor yourself. Even those of us with the best insight may be helped by a gentle nudge and some outside perspective from someone we trust.

For students who have to finance their education by working while they attend school, flexible scheduling is helpful. However, if you find that work stress is interfering with your studies and quality of life, look into alternative sources of funding. Contact your state Office of Vocational Rehabilitation to find out about options and solutions.

Finally, be especially honest with yourself about whether or not this is really the right time for you to be in school. Will you be able to get through a long clinical day without having symptoms that affect your ability to learn or to provide safe nursing care? If you have doubts, be kind to yourself and make wellness your first priority. Nursing school will still be there for you when you are feeling healthy enough to fully benefit from the experience and give your best.

Sources of Support

Having a strong support system in place can make a world of difference. Recall the story of Lynne, who credited much of her success to her support network of health care providers, academic advisors, professors, family and friends, as well as the online networking resources she found at ExceptionalNurse.com. This nonprofit virtual community is committed to the inclusion of more people with disabilities in the nursing profession. The Web site provides contact information for more than 80 mentors, along with a wide range of other disability-related resources and information.

In addition, the online discussion board at ExceptionalNurse.com gives you the opportunity to exchange support and advice with other students and nurses who are dealing with the same issues. Here are some excerpts from recent posts:

 

    • “I’m in a BSN program now and have not disclosed my history of major depression with psychotic features. The psychotic part is controlled with meds, and for the most part, so is my mood. I am getting straight A’s in school, but I don’t know if that will be enough to convince a licensing board that I’m stable.”

 

    • “I feel your pain. I am bipolar and when I went to nursing school I was terrified that if someone found out I would be tossed out of the program. I waited until I was halfway through nursing school to disclose.”

 

    • “I know of professionals who avoid treatment to keep a diagnosis off their records. I also worry a great deal that my illness will interfere with my employment or licensure.”

 

  • “I just started nursing school, took me like two years to get in. . .I also have a panic attack disorder that I take medication for. It’s essentially under control, I certainly don’t feel I’m a danger to patients in the least, but we start clinicals next week.”

Students like these share “invisible” disabilities and need the support of the people around them—family, friends, faculty and classmates—to be successful in a nursing program. Nursing educators in particular must serve as a bridge to help students gain acceptance from patients, clinical staff and peers.7

The challenges nursing students with mental illness face are complex and lack “one size fits all” solutions. The only way the stigma will go away is if there are successful, visible role models in the profession—practicing nurses with psychiatric disabilities who are stable, responsible, pulling their own weight and letting others see that it can be done. If you believe you have what it takes to succeed, stick to your guns and fight for your right to become a nurse. Your disability gives you a unique gift of understanding and compassion, and you have an important role to play in nursing.

References:

  1. Wolf, L.E. (2001). “College Students with ADHD and Other Hidden Disabilities: Outcomes and Interventions.” Annals of the New York Academy of Sciences, Vol. 931, pp. 385-395.
  2. Shea, R.H. (2002). “On the Edge on Campus. The State of College Students’ Mental Health Continues to Decline. What’s the Solution?” U.S. News & World Report, Vol. 132, No. 5, pp. 56-57.
  3. Tija, J., Givens, J.L. and Shea, J.A. (2005). “Factors Associated with Undertreatment of Medical Student Depression.” Journal of the American College of Health, Vol. 53, No. 5, pp. 219-224.
  4. Hysenbegasi, A., Hass, S.L. and Rowland, C.R. (2005). “The Impact of Depression on the Academic Productivity of University Students.” Journal of Mental Health Policy and Economics, Vol. 8, No. 3, pp. 145-151.
  5. Heiligenstein, E., Guenther, G., Hsu, K. and Herman, K. (1996). “Depression and Academic Impairment in College Students.” Journal of the American College of Health, Vol. 45, No. 2, pp. 59-64.
  6. U.S. Department of Health and Human Services (1999). Mental Health: A Report of the Surgeon General.
  7. Maheady, D. (2003). Nursing Students with Disabilities: Change the Course. Exceptional Parent Press.
“Homework” for Future Nursing Students with Disabilities

“Homework” for Future Nursing Students with Disabilities

Students with disabilities are increasing in number at nursing schools throughout the world. Although they may initially encounter discrimination and other obstacles, students with hearing loss, vision loss, paralysis, learning disabilities, mental illness, chronic illness, limb differences and other disabilities have been not only been admitted to nursing programs but have successfully completed them.

If you are someone who loves helping others, nursing is one of the most rewarding careers you could consider. But if you are also a person with a disability, there is important “homework” to do before you make the decision to become a nurse. Nursing is a physically and emotionally demanding educational experience and profession. As you complete your homework, make a list of the pros and cons. Your decision shouldn’t be based on what you “think” a nurse does or what you viewed on a television program. The best way to find out what nurses do is to spend some time with nurses. Learn as much as possible about a nurse’s responsibilities and the technical skills that nurses and nursing students typically perform.

You can gather this information by talking to nurses and nursing students, observing nurses at work, volunteering in a clinic or hospital, spending a day on the job with a nurse or working a part-time job in a health care facility. Doing volunteer work with a nurse at a camp for children with special needs or at a clinic for the homeless can also provide great insights. High school students should consider joining the future nurses organization at their school or taking a health occupations course and joining a chapter of the Health Occupations Students of America.

Additional information about what is involved in nursing careers can be obtained from colleges, universities, technical schools, libraries, nursing journals, nursing associations and the Internet. Some helpful Internet sites to visit include:

Begin networking with nurses, nursing students or other health care professionals who have a disability similar to yours. Ask these contacts about their experiences and about accommodations that helped them succeed. Find a nurse or student who can mentor you. Do a library search and read all you can about the experiences of other nursing students with disabilities.

Know your rights under the Americans with Disabilities Act and the Rehabilitation Act. Be knowledgeable about reasonable accommodations and the differences in legal protections for students with disabilities in high school and in college–i.e., the differences between IDEA, ADA and Section 504.

Keep abreast of new programs and developing technology, such as standing wheelchairs that will enhance mobility for nurses who use wheelchairs. Clear surgical face masks will allow a nurse to read lips when other members of the surgical team are wearing masks. (The development of clear face mask products is being monitored closely by the AMPHL.) The University of Salford, in England, opened the first nursing program for students who are deaf.

Understanding Admissions Standards

Another important part of your homework is learning about the different educational options available to prospective nursing students and about how to navigate the nursing school admissions process.

There are several different types of nursing programs offered. Registered nurses (RNs) are educated in baccalaureate degree programs (bachelor of science in nursing or BSN), two-year associate degree programs and three-year hospital diploma programs (rare in the United States). Licensed practical nurses (LPNs) are educated in technical schools and community colleges. In general, a BSN program is usually less focused on technical skills.

There are no universal standards for admission to nursing programs, and requirements under state Nursing Practice Acts can vary from state to state. Furthermore, admission decisions can differ from program to program and can be dramatically inconsistent. The same student can be rejected at one school and welcomed at another. Decisions will be made on a case-by-case basis.

Some nursing programs have technical or core performance standards. Examples may include critical thinking, interpersonal skills and communication, mobility, motor skills, hearing, visual and tactile skills. Other programs may have more specific standards, such as being able to lift 25 pounds, physical ability to perform CPR, hearing ability to understand normal speech without viewing the speaker’s face, and manual dexterity to draw up solutions in a syringe.

It is important to recognize that even though you may have a career goal of working in an area of nursing that does not require direct patient care–such as case management, research or teaching–you must still complete nursing courses that will require you to demonstrate a wide range of technical skills, including some that you may not plan to use after you graduate.

If you will need accommodations for your disability in nursing school–such as special equipment, a sign language interpreter, books on audiotape or someone to take notes for you–you will need to provide documentation from your physician, audiologist, psychologist or other health care professional.

Above all, be prepared, be prepared and be prepared. Anticipate a wide range of responses to your disability from administrators, faculty, other students and patients. To deny that you may meet with a negative attitude or response isn’t being fair to yourself or realistic. The important thing is to move forward with your head held high.

Rehearse Your Responses

Mentally rehearse responses to questions you may be asked during nursing school admissions interviews. Always focus on your positive attributes, previous accomplishments and life experiences. Be professional and enthusiastic. Practice interviewing by having someone role-play with you.

You may be asked about how you will perform technical skills with or without accommodations. Some skills you may not be familiar with. Be honest in your responses. Keep the following examples of questions and answers in mind as you plan for interviews.

  • A student who uses a wheelchair might be asked, “How will you perform CPR?” Sample answer: “First, I will call for help, which is the first recommendation of the American Heart Association when working with adults. Then, I will get up out of my wheelchair. It’s not something that I use all the time; in an emergency like CPR, I would not use the wheelchair.”
  • A student with one hand might be asked, “How will you give an injection?” Sample answer: “I have developed excellent compensatory abilities and can be creative when learning new skills. I learned to tie my shoes with one hand when I was four years old. When I am required to learn or demonstrate how to give an injection, I will seek extra assistance from the laboratory instructor and practice different methods.”
  • A student with low vision might be asked, “How will you read a medical chart?” Sample answer: “I will use an optical reading aid.”
  • A student with a back injury and lifting restrictions might be asked, “How will you make a bed or turn a patient in bed?” Sample answer: “I will ask a colleague/peer for help. In return, I will negotiate work that I can do to help my colleague/peer out.”
  • A student with hearing loss might be asked, “How will you hear a patient’s beeping monitor?” Sample answer: “I’ve never worked in a hospital. I don’t know if I will be able to hear the monitors. I may need assistive technology that will activate my vibrating pager when a monitor beeps.”
  • A student with hearing loss may also be asked, “Will you be able to hear the sound of a needle penetrating a patient’s skin?” Answer: “No, I won’t be able to.” (You may be asked this type of question to see if you will respond honestly.)

These examples are not meant to be verbatim responses that applicants should use, unless the response is appropriate. They are included simply as examples of answers that are honest and show that the applicant has researched or thought about the topic.

Go For It!

The future promises to find more and more nurses with disabilities working successfully in this exciting and fulfilling profession. Nurses can practice in a wide variety of settings, such as telephone triage, nursing education, home care, legal nurse consulting, case management, hospital nursing, school nursing, camp nursing, travel nursing, parish nursing, research and more. If you know in your heart that nursing is what you want to do, then do your homework…and go for it!

Today’s nursing workforce needs practitioners from a diverse range of cultures, backgrounds and life experiences to meet the needs of an increasingly diverse patient population, both in the U.S. and around the world. We need you in the ranks of nursing professionals, where you will be a vital part of the health care team. Through your unique contributions and strengths, you will enrich patient care, share your gifts and experiences, and add greater harmony to our profession.

References

1. Bueche, M.N, and Haxton, D. (1983). “The Student with a Hearing Loss: Coping Strategies.” Nurse Educator, Vol. 8, No. 4, pp. 7-11.

2. Chickadonz, G.H., Beach, E.K., and Fox, J.A. (1983). “Breaking Barriers: Educating a Deaf Nursing Student.” Nursing Health Care, Vol. 4, No. 6, pp. 327-333.

3. Creamer, B. (2003). “Wheelchair Fails to Deter Paraplegic from Nurse’s Life.” The Honolulu Advertiser. Available at http://the.honoluluadvertiser.com/article/2003/Dec/28/ln/ln10a.html.

4. Eliason, M. (1992). “Nursing Students with Learning Disabilities: Appropriate Accommodations.” Journal of Nursing Education, Vol. 31, No. 8, pp. 375-376.

5. Huyer, S. (2003). “The Gift of ADD.” Advance for Nurse Practitioners, Vol. 11, No. 4, p. 92.

6. Kolanko, K. (2003). “A Collective Case Study of Nursing Students with Learning Disabilities.” Nursing Education Perspectives, Vol. 24, No. 5, pp. 251-256.

7. Maheady, D. (1999). “Jumping Through Hoops, Walking on Eggshells: The Experiences of Nursing Students with Disabilities.” Journal of Nursing Education, Vol. 38, No. 4, pp. 162-170.

8. Pischke-Winn, K., Andreoli, K., and Halstead, L. (2003). Students with Disabilities: Nursing Education and Practice (Proceedings Manual). Rush University College of Nursing.

9. Americans with Disabilities Act (1990), Public Law, No. 101-336, 42 U.S.C. 12101.

10. Matt, S.B. (2003). “Reasonable Accommodation: What Does the Law Really Require?” Journal of the Association of Medical Professionals with Hearing Losses, Vol. 1, No. 3.

Turning a Knee Injury into a Step Forward

A labor and delivery nurse in Springfield, Missouri, Rosario Kowalski, M.S.N., R.N., was working towards her master’s degree in nursing when she experienced an unexpected trauma of her own: she tore a ligament in her knee while walking up the stairs. “It was completely out of the blue,” she says, a nurse for nearly 30 years.

Knee surgery and a difficult, lengthy recovery followed the accident. “When you’re in pain, all you can think about is getting out of pain,” Kowalski says. “I couldn’t work at the job I loved. I couldn’t even walk. I felt like I’d lost everything.”

Despite having to take a break from her job, she was able to continue working toward her M.S.N. because she was enrolled in a distance-learning program with Regis University in Denver, Colorado. “During my difficult recovery, it was wonderful to have education. I looked at my curriculum and felt better. I realized that I was probably only two semesters from graduating,” she says. Kowalski opted for an online approach to her master’s degree because it fit with her lifestyle. Like many nurses, her work schedule varied, and she juggled working full time with family life. Distance-learning offered her the flexibility she needed to pursue her degree.

“I loved working alone and at my own pace within given time frames and guidelines, so independent studying worked well for me,” she says. “The convenience was important to me since I live in a rural area and didn’t want to drive. For years, I drove 55 miles each way to work and I didn’t want more drive time.”

Making the most of a difficult situation, she threw herself into her studies, completing four courses in seven months. “I was able to study, and it really saved me. I had a schedule, something to do, and a sense of the future,” Kowalski says. “I learned so much and had a lot of insights into things that I wouldn’t have had the time to learn otherwise. The courses provided a distraction from my tumultuous circumstances.”

In addition to the convenience, she discovered that Regis was a good fit for her personally. “I really felt in harmony with their approach. Their leadership style is a servant-leader style, and that matches my goals. It opened up a brand-new world for me,” Kowalski says. “In my work setting, I see things differently and I’m a better nurse now.”

The married mother of three grown children, Kowalski had to overcome another major obstacle before she started studying for her M.S.N. and the injury to her knee. “I was acutely aware of being an older student. I hadn’t been in school for 25 years, and I was intimidated by the technology,” she says. “I was a nurse and loved what I did, but I hadn’t fully integrated technology into my practice, and every job now requires computer skills.” Kowalski took several basic computer courses before starting her nursing course work and found that she greatly enjoyed the challenge. “I was really, really excited!” she says. “By the time I took my first online exam, I was back into studying and felt comfortable with computers and the online aspect.

“For me, there is something about wanting more knowledge,” Kowalski says. “I always loved school. I saw that no GRE was required by Regis University for an M.S.N. if you took a statistics course in college. I had statistics in college, so that got my interest. I didn’t want to take the GRE after being out of college for so many years. I signed up—and thought I was crazy for signing up for an online program when I was not efficient with technology!”
Though she had initial reservations, Kowalski graduated in May of 2007 with her M.S.N. from Regis.

Achievement as a family tradition

Born and raised in Belize City, Belize, Kowalski came to the United States in 1972 to go to college. She first attended the University of New Orleans for her prerequisites for the nursing program at Louisiana State University Medical Center. LSU’s nursing program was the only B.S.N. program in the state at that time, and admission was very competitive. “At that point, the school was very progressive in their thinking and very much trying to push nursing into the academic arena. They encouraged research and nursing theory and were offering a B.S.N. when most schools in the area were only offered diploma certificates in nursing,” she says. “It was very visionary at the time. Now, almost all schools have shifted to some type of B.S.N. program.”

Kowalski earned her bachelor’s in nursing from LSU and started working as a nurse in med-surg. “My husband’s role as a minister required us to relocate about every three years. I had always wanted to be a labor and delivery nurse but the frequent relocations would have made it difficult. Relocating did remind me, though, of the variety and job security you have in nursing. I was able to work wherever we went.”

After they moved to rural Missouri in the 1980s, Kowalski was finally able to pursue cross-training as a labor and delivery nurse. “Labor and delivery was my passion,” Kowalski says. “Every day was a wonderful experience. I couldn’t believe they were paying me to do this. When you love what you do, nothing is hard. I had found something I just loved.”

Education is an important part of Kowalski’s family. Both of her daughters graduated from college, her son is currently earning his degree, and her husband is an adjunct professor at a local bible college. She also comes from a big family, with five sisters and two brothers, all of whom attended pursued higher education.

She is, however, the only one of her siblings to earn a master’s degree. “When I got my master’s degree, no one was more delighted than my mother,” she says. She credits her mother for always being very supportive of education. “We all understood that we would be going to college.”

Her entire family has since immigrated to the United States. She credits their Mayan ancestry for their passion for education. “The Yucatan people are of Mayan descent, and the Mayans were a brilliant people,” Kowalski says. “My mother’s family is from that area, and that genetic pool helped us.”

Growing acceptance of online education

While distance education has existed for centuries, the development of the home computer and the Internet has made it possible for working nurses like Kowalski to take whatever classes they like, whenever they like, and complete them as fast as they like.

Of course, the convenience of an online course does not mean it’s simple to complete successfully. “I think people used to think that an online course is easy, like a correspondence course. But you really have to earn your grades. You have to be disciplined, but I loved the freedom and the online culture. And there’s plenty of individual attention and more online support,” Kowalski says. “You do have to be able to sacrifice time to accomplish the work because it is no cake walk.”

With changing and unconventional work schedules, nurses often find attending a traditional classroom-based program impossible. Distance learning offers flexible class schedules and immediate start dates often with no waiting lists like traditional nursing programs.

In addition to saving money compared to traditional two- or four-year colleges, the ability to continue earning a steady paycheck and supporting their families while taking courses is typically a key factor for nurses like Kowalski who decide to pursue online education.

She even hopes to teach nursing after she fully recovers from two knee replacement surgeries.

Kowalski credits her family, education, and opportunity for her success in nursing. “The United States really is a land of opportunity,” she says. “You can accomplish anything if you are willing to work hard. People will give you opportunities, and if you hold onto them, you can become anything you want to be.”

Overcoming the Odds

For most people, going to nursing school, passing the boards and working as an RN in today’s often stressful health care arena is difficult enough. But for people who have physical disabilities, pursuing the dream of becoming a nurse can be even more of a challenge.

But that didn’t stop Ernesto Fagundo, Susan Nordemo and Steve Berlan. Each has overcome significant odds to build successful careers in the nursing profession.

“I always wanted to be a nurse,” says Fagundo, who was born with multiple mobility issues. “All I needed was a chance so I could help other people.”

All three agree that for nurses and nursing students with disabilities, the keys to success are determination and an optimistic outlook. “You’ve absolutely got to have a positive attitude,” says Nordemo, who lost most of her eyesight three years ago. “You have to be willing to ask for help and you have to be willing to accept help.”

“A Sixth Sense”

Steve Berlan, BSN, RN, has never let his hearing disability get in the way of achieving his goals in life. Exposed to German measles before birth, he was born with a cleft lip and profound hearing loss.

Berlan, who is 46, was among the first wave of deaf students to go to school in mainstreamed classrooms. Whereas most deaf children used to be sent to special schools where they learned American Sign Language, Berlan learned how to speak and lip-read. He has 80% hearing loss in his left ear, 75% hearing loss in his right and wears hearing aids in both ears.

His route to nursing was a roundabout one. He worked at an iron works company for 15 years, starting out as a pipe fitter apprentice and working his way up to engineering planner. But business became slow and he was laid off in August 2001.

By then, the economy was struggling and it was not a good time to look for a job. Unsure of what he wanted to do, Berlan decided to go to trucking school–an interest he’d had for many years–and graduated near the top of his class. He soon learned, however, that the long hours of sitting required for the job aggravated his back. He needed a profession that would let him stand.

That’s when nursing came to mind. Berlan’s wife is a nurse, and though she often spoke of the challenges inherent in the job, he knew there was a shortage of registered nurses and that nursing graduates were in high demand.

So Berlan, who lives in Maine, enrolled in nursing school. In December 2005, he graduated magna cum laude from the University of Southern Maine with a BSN degree and was inducted into Sigma Theta Tau International, the Honor Society of Nursing. Before graduation, he had been hired by St. Mary’s Regional Medical Center in Lewiston, Maine, as a graduate nurse because he had not yet taken the NCLEX-RN®.

When he failed the boards, he was “devastated.” He was demoted to a certified nursing assistant. In retrospect, he says, speaking over an amplified phone, “it probably was a good thing, because now I can appreciate what a CNA does.”

Berlan passed the boards when he took them again in March. He now works as a floor nurse in a nursing home, where most of the patients are hard of hearing. They are drawn to him, Berlan says, knowing he shares their hearing loss.

A combination of special equipment, task workarounds and new health care industry regulations all help make it easier for Berlan to communicate with patients and coworkers. He uses an amplified stethoscope, which has cables that connect to the back of his hearing aids. Most of the time this works quite well, elevating the sound of a patient’s heartbeat to a level his hearing aids can detect. But if the patient is obese or machinery is running in the background, it can be hard to hear. Adjustments to his hearing aids and the stethoscope continue to make the process work better.

When Berlan first started working at the nursing home, reports between shifts were tape-recorded. “That was a nightmare for me,” he says. “I can hear a person talking on a tape recorder, but I can’t [make out] what they’re saying.”

Fortunately, the Joint Commission on Accreditation of Healthcare Organizations (JCAHO), the nation’s leading standards-setting and accrediting body, recently issued a new rule that works in Berlan’s favor: Shift-change reports must now be made face to face. This is because JCAHO recognized a potential for some degree of hearing loss in the aging nurse population. (The average age of RNs is now in the mid 40s.)

The new rule means Berlan can lip-read reports. “I’m entering the nursing profession at a good time,” he says.

In addition, JCAHO now requires nurses to read back instructions phoned in by attending physicians–another policy improvement that Berlan finds very helpful. To him, people speaking through a traditional phone sound “like they’ve got the ocean mixed in with their voice.” Speakers with heavy accents are particularly difficult for him to understand, he adds.

Berlan, who has a fascination with technology, says he eventually wants to become a critical care nurse. In an ICU environment, the slightest blink of an eye or body movement may be the only way a patient can communicate. Berlan feels he could bring a higher level of care to ICU patients because he compensates for his hearing loss by observing human behavior.

“I have a ‘sixth sense’ and can tell if something is wrong,” he explains. “I can respond faster to a potential crisis than a hearing nurse, who relies on bells and whistles and other sounds.”

Discovering where his talents are best used required a fair amount of trial and error, Berlan adds. “It really requires a lot of initiative on the part of the hard-of-hearing person. Nobody’s going to roll out the red carpet for you.”

Taking the First Step

Susan Nordemo, RN, has been a nurse for more than 40 years. But it wasn’t until she lost most of her eyesight that she knew how badly she wanted to remain in the profession.

Several years ago, cataracts started robbing her of her sight. (A former heavy smoker, Nordemo is convinced that the habit made her more prone to cataracts.) As her eyesight worsened, she had to stop working as a hospital nurse. Her Reiki and hypnosis business began to suffer.

Nordemo says she was depressed, though she didn’t realize it at the time. She would go for days without talking to friends or family. She had no passion for her business. Then one morning, she woke up and knew she could no longer ignore the source of her malaise.

She called the New Hampshire Department of Education’s Division of Adult Learning and Rehabilitation Services for Blind and Visually Impaired and asked for help in finding a job. It was a crucial step, she says.

Her call brought a state employee to her house the next day to install ZoomText, software that magnified the text on her home business computer screen to a size she could see. In the next day’s mail, she received a flier seeking nurses to work for Alicare Medical Management, a health care cost management company whose services include providing telephone triage to patients around the country. Nordemo could no longer do traditional bedside nursing, but a job fielding medical questions would be a perfect way to still utilize her decades of nursing experience.

The same day, an acquaintance who helps people with disabilities find jobs came over to help her revamp her resume.

Nordemo’s considerable experience and a fair amount of moxie got her the triage job. She didn’t say anything about her low vision until she was offered the position the day after the interview. Surprised at first, the company still hired her, and Nordemo went through training to learn the job’s juggling act: simultaneously talking on the phone to patients, typing in their questions, following medical guidelines and recommending appropriate care.

Three years later, the company has loaded ZoomText on four computers and has also hired two other people with different disabilities. Nordemo is very happy with her job. “It’s using all my nursing skills and I don’t need to have perfect vision,” she says. “They’ve accommodated me every step of the way. They’ve been very good to me. But I had to take that first step, and that was a challenge.”

Her Reiki and hypnosis business, Healing Crossways Hypnosis Center in Nashua, N.H., is thriving as well. In fact, Nordemo believes her vision loss has helped make her more aware with her other senses–an approach that benefits the healing therapies she provides.

“I’ve always been blessed,” she concludes. “Things have always worked out.”

Finding a Way

Ernesto Fagundo, RN, has a lot of empathy for his patients: He knows what it’s like to live with pain.

Born in Cuba in 1970 with completely malformed legs, he endured a long process of casting and multiple surgeries. As a youngster, he used crutches, a walker and a wheelchair (from which he worked as a shoeshine boy). Yet he refused to think of himself as permanently disabled.

At the age of 10, Fagundo learned to balance his body and walk on his own. He came to the U.S. with his father when he was 15, picking strawberries on the West Coast during the day and studying at night. After graduating from high school, he moved to Miami, where he got a job doing billing posting at a clinic. He slept on the clinic floor at night.

For all of his early struggles, Fagundo believes his biggest challenges came while he was a nursing student at Broward Community College. He had a full scholarship and says he endured discrimination by fellow students who resented his success. But despite these obstacles, Fagundo did well in his courses and clinical evaluations. He graduated from the program in December 2005.

“When there is a will, there’s a way,” says Fagundo, who shares his inspirational story on request with Miami-area groups. “I just needed to find a way, because I already had the will.”

Nursing students with disabilities should know what accommodations the law requires colleges and employers to make for them, Fagundo emphasizes. He also advises having a doctor evaluate your condition and make recommendations for accommodations. To give Fagundo relief from chronic pain when he was a graduate nurse, a doctor recommended that he sit down (rather than stand) at the nurses’ station while writing his reports during clinical–a simple thing, but it required a shift in staff attitude. At the facility where he was working, only full nurses were afforded the luxury of being able to sit.

Today Fagundo, who passed the NCLEX-RN in May, works at Nursing Education Center, Inc., a Florida Board of Nursing-approved continuing education provider. He is also an American Heart Association community training instructor and operates his own AHA training site. He eventually wants to become a home health nurse “to help the elderly. Nobody listens to them.”

Living with chronic pain since birth, Fagundo says, gives him a special empathy for patients who are suffering. He understands the need to be treated with dignity and respect and he gives his patients room to grieve and come to terms with their conditions.

“There is something that nurses with disabilities can bring to the profession, and that is heart,” adds Fagundo, who continues to deal with pain as well as fibromyalgia. “Let’s not forget: we’re not disabled people. We’re people with disabilities.” He also offers this advice for nurses and students with disabilities: “Get all the help you can, because there’s a lot of help out there.”

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Nurses With Disabilities: Another Minority Group

Some people who dream of nursing careers are told they will never make it through nursing school. Some nurses who hear about a potential dream job are told they won’t even be considered a candidate for the position. Some are even told they have no business pursuing or continuing a career in health care altogether.

Although many of these nurses are not members of racial or ethnic minority groups, they are still a minority within the nursing profession. They are nurses with disabilities.

“[Nursing schools and employers] see a person with a disability and consider us to be damaged goods. They think: ‘What could this person possibly be able to contribute?’” says Karen McCann, RN, MSN, CPNP, APN-C, a pediatric nurse practitioner in New Jersey.

In reality, McCann and other nurses with disabilities are indeed contributing to their profession and enjoying successful careers. But for many of them, there were major barriers to be overcome along the way.

“The biggest obstacle is attitude,” explains Martha Smith, coordinator of the Health Sciences Faculty Education Project at the Oregon Health & Science University in Portland. The federally funded project’s goal is to increase the retention of students with disabilities in health sciences programs by educating and training faculty to better understand these students’ needs.

“Historically, the medical model concerning disability implies that the person needs to be fixed,” Smith continues. “Particularly if the disability is visible, the immediate thought is that this person needs to be taken care of or needs an intervention, rather than this is a healthy person who also has a disability and who can be a competent health care professional.”

Because of the long-standing myth that health care providers must be “physically perfect,” the question on everyone’s mind, whether verbalized or not, about a nurse with a disability is: “Is it safe to have you caring for patients?” Nurses interviewed for this article agree that doubts about whether a nurse with a disability will be able to provide safe, competent care are common across the board—from nursing faculty and students to physicians, nursing peers and even patients.

As one nurse comments, “If I make a mistake, [people assume] it’s because of my disability and suddenly I’m no longer safe. I don’t get a second chance, because the safety issue automatically kicks in.”

An Educational Irony

Nurses with disabilities often encounter these prejudicial attitudes well before they enter the workplace. It begins in nursing schools—which some experts believe are actually harder for nurses with disabilities to get into since the passage of the Americans with Disabilities Act (ADA) of 1990.

Designed to prohibit discrimination against individuals with disabilities seeking admission into educational institutions, the Act allows colleges and universities to develop a list of “technical standards”—abilities that a potential student must possess to succeed in the program. (Similarly, the ADA’s employment provisions let employers create lists of “essential functions” that a job applicant must be able to perform in order to be hired for a particular position.)

Many nurse educators say these lists allow potential students to know what is expected of them in the program, explains Candy Moore, RN, MSN, associate professor in Health Professions in the Nursing Department at Elgin Community College in Illinois. But, she argues, when academia uses a cumulative “wish list” of functional abilities as a guideline for formulating technical standards, it limits entry into the profession—the exact opposite of what the Act had intended.

Furthermore, because these technical standards can vary from program to program, nursing students who sit for the same licensing examination are potentially subject to different standards.

Another defense of technical standards commonly put forth by nurse educators is that they will assure safety in the workplace. But Moore doesn’t buy this argument either. In work settings, she points out, essential functions should be specific to the actual job that a nurse has or is seeking.

For example, a critical care nurse may need to be able to see the EKG monitor, perform two tasks with two hands at the same time and run to a patient’s bed, she says. “But should a nurse in nursing informatics be required to do all these things? No, they would not be essential functions for that job description. Yet both of these people are nurses and we need both in the profession.”

Still another rationale used to support technical standards is that in order to teach a student or patient, a nurse needs to be able to do everything that could potentially be taught, explains Beth Marks, RN, PhD, assistant director of the Rehabilitation, Research and Training Center on Aging with Developmental Disabilities at the University of Illinois in Chicago. “But if you extend that line of thinking to a logical conclusion, then how can a nurse who doesn’t have a disability teach a person with a disability?” asks Marks, who is a nurse with a disability.

Marks believes that discrimination against individuals with disabilities—or “ablism”—is so pervasive and systemic in nursing schools that students are often forced into choosing not to disclose their disability status. This again is ironic, because it effectively denies them access to accommodations, which they have a legal right to obtain under the ADA.

“There is a risk and consequences to disclosure,” agrees Donna Maheady, ARNP, EdD, a pediatric nurse practitioner in Palm Beach Gardens, Fla., and adjunct assistant professor in the College of Nursing at Florida Atlantic University in Boca Raton. She is also the founder of ExceptionalNurse.com, a Web site for people with disabilities in the nursing profession.

For example, Maheady says, “If an education program has precise measurable guidelines for physical attributes that are necessary for admission, such as the ability to hear a patient call for help, and you put down on the application that you have a 50% hearing loss, the program may not accept you.”

Pam Rathbone, RN, MSN, WHCP, a woman’s health care nurse practitioner in Portland, Ore., didn’t disclose that she had attention deficit and hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) when she was seeking her BSN degree in 1980. “I didn’t want to tell anybody. I was afraid I would be kicked out because there’s a stigma attached to having a disability,” she remembers.

Instead, Rathbone quickly learned special studying skills that enabled her to block out her hyperattentiveness to activities going on around her. Upon her return to graduate school in 1990, she revealed her ADHD to the faculty. Although her advisor told her she probably wouldn’t make it through the program, Rathbone graduated magna cum laude.

Similarly, when McCann went back to school for her master’s degree one year after a work-related injury left her with permanent nerve damage in her legs, arms and face, she was told by faculty at one state university that she wouldn’t be able to finish the program and therefore wouldn’t even be considered for admission. Even worse, the faculty at another state school informed her that nurses with disabilities have no business returning to work. Faculty at a third school told McCann that she would be a liability; however, they agreed to review her credentials and she was admitted to the program.

“Once I became a student there, the faculty was very supportive,” relates McCann, who as a part-time student graduated at the top of her class in 2000. “If I needed more time to do clinicals because I wasn’t able to keep up with the other students, or I needed to take breaks and sit, they were more than happy to make those accommodations.” Although such special arrangements can sometimes bring resentment from the rest of the class, McCann never ran into any problems with fellow students.

Breaking Down the Barriers

Once they graduate from nursing school and enter the “real world,” nurses with disabilities face a whole new set of challenges. While the ADA’s requirement that employers make “reasonable accommodations” to eliminate any barriers that would prevent an employee with a disability from performing his or her job has been criticized as vague and confusing, many health care employers are making a concerted effort to accommodate nurses with disabilities.

However, such efforts still have a ways to go, advocates for nurses with disabilities maintain. For example, says Smith, while hospitals and clinics are required by the ADA to have wheelchair-accessible bathrooms for the general public, nursing stations are notorious for not being accessible.

In some instances, this can be resolved by moving charts, which are typically placed high up, down to lower shelves, or to lower hooks if they hang by the patient’s door. Audio pagers can be replaced with vibrating pagers to alert nurses with hearing loss that they are needed. Additionally, new technologies, such as amplified stethoscopes, automatic blood pressure cuffs and digital thermometers, have helped level the playing field for nurses with disabilities.

Kristi Reuille, RN, BSN, a graduate student at Indiana University School of Nursing who has a 35% hearing loss, recalls getting her first amplified stethoscope while in nursing school. “I was concerned about whether I would be able to hear using a regular stethoscope because my hearing loss is in the low tones,” she remembers. “Getting an amplified stethoscope helped build my confidence that I wasn’t going to harm a patient by not hearing something. If I ever had a question about what I heard, I would ask a colleague to make sure I wasn’t missing anything.”

The pager system used at the hospital where she worked was helpful, Reuille adds, because it decreased the background noise level on the unit, making it easier to hear her patients. “It was done mostly for patient comfort,” she says, “but it worked well for me because the background noise, especially when you’re trying to talk one-on-one, is very distracting.”

McCann, who is currently the clinical educator for Pediatrics at Monmouth Medical Center in Long Branch, N.J., says it took her a full year to find a job that would accommodate her. For starters, the facility was willing to hire her an assistant. This enabled McCann to work part-time, which was necessary because she can’t physically work a full-time job. She also has the autonomy to set her own hours. “If one day I’m not feeling well,” she explains, “I can shorten that work day and work longer the next day.”

Her office is located next to the pediatric floor so she doesn’t have far to walk, continues McCann, who uses a cane. She has a special chair that provides extra lumbar support and a computer keyboard with ergonomic padding. She is still trying to scout out the best stethoscope for her needs, since the amplified ones can’t be used with hearing aids.

In addition to benefiting from special technology and equipment, nurses with disabilities often develop their own creative strategies for circumventing workplace barriers, notes Maheady. For example, a nurse with a hearing loss who has difficulty hearing a monitor that beeps can position the device so that he or she can see the monitor’s flashing light. The nurse may also check more frequently on patients and stay in close proximity when speaking to them.

Rathbone’s biggest on-the-job obstacle is not a physical one. “It’s organizing my paperwork,” she says. “Patient charts are a nightmare.” She solves the problem by using templates for charting notes and doing flowsheets, and by generally surrounding herself with people who are meticulous about doing paperwork.

Whether Reuille consults with a peer about what she heard through the stethoscope or Rathbone asks for assistance with patient charts, it’s all part of the teamwork that is essential for any nurse’s survival in a busy, fast-paced workplace. “You have strengths and weaknesses, and your floor- and clinic-mates also have strengths and weaknesses,” says Smith. “If you’re doing something in an area that you’re weak in, whether or not you have a disability, you’re probably going to ask a colleague to double check it.”

Celebrating Strengths

Many nurses with disabilities work in professional areas that capitalize on their strengths. For example, they have become nurse educators like McCann, or have moved into administrative roles. They do telephone triage, conduct in-service educational programs, perform case management, teach at nursing schools, work as consultants for insurance companies, work for poison control programs, do home health visits and more.

“There are a million ways to use your nursing knowledge,” says Moore. “You can work in different settings all over the world, with different age groups, or with specific patient populations, both ill and well. The goal in the nursing profession has always been to match the strengths of each individual nurse to a specific role.”

One unique strength that many nurses with disabilities can bring to the table is personal insight into what it’s like to be ill and hospitalized. As McCann notes, “I’m not only a nurse and nurse practitioner, I’ve also been a patient who has been put through the wringer. I’ve lived through the nightmare of fighting insurance companies and dealing with doctors who really don’t care.” As a result, when McCann hears a doctor say that he or she doesn’t have time to explain something to a patient, she urges them to make the time, reminding them that the patient is their number one priority.

Nurses with disabilities can also offer special skills, such as lip-reading and sign language. Reuille says that because she is able to read lips, she can understand patients who talk very softly or can’t speak because they have a tracheotomy tube in their windpipe—unlike some of her co-workers. Another nurse with a hearing disability who reads lips says her patients often comment that they know they are getting the best care from her because she is always looking at them and paying attention to what they’re saying.

Contrary to popular belief, most patients seem to connect well to a health care provider who is not physically perfect, adds Smith. “The patients have an immediate sense that the nurse with a disability will understand them because they’ve been through it, too.”

She cites the example of a nurse acquaintance who works in rehabilitation. This nurse, who has paraplegia, is the most sought-after nurse in the unit because patients know she has first-hand knowledge of what it’s like to receive rehab treatments. “The patients can ask their physician, but they figure ‘why not talk to someone who really knows?’ The patients really tune into that,” Smith explains.

Go For It

In its fall 2000 issue, Minority Nurse published a letter from Victoria Christensen, who at that time was a nursing student in the BSN program at Washington State University. “As a cultural minority, I have never felt represented by Minority Nurse,” she wrote.“I have paraplegia and use a wheelchair for mobility. As I read the articles in your magazine, I often substitute the word ‘disability’ whenever any word denoting minority is used—and it is noteworthy that it fits the context of the article perfectly in about 99% of the cases.”

While not every reader would agree with that statement, nurses of color and nurses with disabilities do have many things in common. Both groups are discriminated against and judged on factors that are irrelevant to their ability to provide quality patient care. And they both share the challenge of having to overcome prejudice in nursing schools and the workplace by “proving their worth” based on others’ preconceived notions.

In addition, both ethnic minority nurses and nurses with disabilities can be powerful role models to show other people like themselves that they, too, can achieve success in the nursing profession. “People with disabilities have virtually no opportunity to see role models,” says Marks. “Only in the past several years have we begun to see individuals with disabilities in the media and the work environment.”

Karen McCann encourages anybody with a disability who wants to pursue a nursing career to “go for it” and not let themselves get discouraged by the ignorant or prejudiced attitudes they may encounter.

“My experience has been that people tend to put more limitations on you than you already have,” she cautions. “They think that just because you have a disability, you can’t do anything. But don’t let someone else make that decision for you. Even if you have difficulty ambulating, there isn’t any acceptable reason why accommodations to the work environment cannot be made to make it disability-friendly so that you can do the job.”

Rueille agrees. “I can envision someone in my situation thinking it is not possible to be a nurse,” she says. “But it is possible. There may be some practical issues that need to be worked out, but you can do it.”

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